I cover my mouth.
“
I forgot about tomorrow being Nutcracker tryouts. Robins di
dn
’
t
even mention it in class.
”
“
I didn
’
t.
”
“
Well, of course you didn
’
t.
”
“
What
’
s that supposed to mean?
”
“
Nothing.
”
It means you
’
re making me a total mess, Sebastian. But of course, you
’
re
completely level-headed. Mom said this would happen. And I
’
m about to get in trouble. Busted.
Probably grounded. Boy trouble. Let the fun begin.
“
What did you want?
”
“
I want you to pirouette then fall backward and let me catch yo
u.
”
“
Absurd. And I don
’
t have time for this.
”
I shake my head.
“
Sebastian, I don
’
t know what
you
’
re trying to prove. It
’
s sweet, but I
’
m never going to be your partner.
”
He balls his fists and clenches his eyes closed. I
’
ve seen him pissed at Robins. They get
into it all the time.
“
Just do it, Claire.
”
“
Fine.
”
I huff. I do a passé relevé, push my feet into the floor,
and pull my ribs in as my
body starts to turn. Finally, when the momentum starts
going, unaware of where Sebastian is, I
have to totally trust him, and I let my body fall backward.
“
Ahh.
”
My scream is muffled as my
body is flipped and my face lands against his mouth. The kiss
is quick.
“
Shh. I
’
ve got you. Thank you for sparing my balls.
”
I sigh in his arms and start to giggle.
He grins and puts his finger over my lips.
“
I don
’
t want Robins to kick us out. Before
Audrina interrupted us, I was trying to show you something.
”
He puts his hands back on my hips.
“
Hand in mine.
”
I put my hand in his, and he rests his other one on my hip.
“
Promenade into an
arabesque en pointe and watch yourself in the mirror.
”
Doing as I
’
m told, I try to forget that my mother is probably ready t
o scold me or rip me a
new one in the car. Never mind the disturbing thought she ma
y have to even come in to get me.
What would she say if she saw me in Sebastian
’
s arms after our conversation last night? She
knows I
’
m not his partner. She knows I
’
m not even doing partners work. Would she be happy for
me? Or would she know I was just doing this because I liked him?
Focus, Claire. Now
’
s not the
time to be distracted. Focus.
“
Do you see yourself, Claire? Do you see what I see in the
mirror?
”
he asks.
I shake my head.
“
I don
’
t know.
”
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